Greg Sanders

FIC: There you'll be (CSI Miami - PG - H/Speed)

2007-11-29T17:29:48Z

"There you'll be"

AUTHOR: Sam/Greg Sanders
FANDOM: CSI Miami
PAIRING: Horatio/Speed
RATING: PG
WARNINGS: mention of character death
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own them…..just play with them
SUMMARY: Horatio thinks of a life without his love.

"There you’ll be"

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

Horatio sat in his backyard, nursing a beer and letting the memories of the past three years wash over him. He was not a selfish person normally, but right in this moment he wanted his lover back with him. He remembered all the times they had spent in the exact same spot he was now sitting in.

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

After getting ready for bed, Horatio let the tears fall as he hugged Tim’s pillow close, wishing that it was him instead. As he fell into an uneasy sleep, he thought he heard the voice of his lover saying “I’m right here”

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

Horatio dreamed of blue skies that matched blue eyes, and a love that never died. He felt loved through the night and had his first full night’s sleep in weeks. When he awoke the next morning he felt rejuvenated and ready to go on, knowing that he had his own personal guardian angel.

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

As Horatio stood at the grave site, he pulled off his sunglasses to wipe away the tears. He knew that he could go on, and that the love he held for Tim in his heart would be his strength as he moved forward, alone. Kneeling down to change the flowers, he brushed his hand over the tombstone, and said the only thing that ever came to mind when he came here, “Thank you, and baby. I’ll love you forever.”

The End.

Writer's Block: Warning:

2007-11-29T04:24:01Z

If you came with a warning label, what would it say?

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Mine ~ A CSI quick shot

2007-11-17T13:58:13Z

TITLE: Mine
AUTHOR: Sam/Greg Sanders
GENRE: m/m slash
FANDOM: CSI Vegas
PAIRING: Nick/Greg
RATING: PG
WARNINGS: one little m/m kiss
BETA’S: Becca/Paul & Kat/Ryan
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own them…..just play with them
SUMMARY: Nick gets a little jealous

“Do any of you know if Greg is dating anyone?” Sara asked upon entering the locker room.

“Not that I know of, why?” Warrick asked, reaching into his locker for a clean shirt.

“I heard from Wendy, that the new day receptionist, Clark, has been hitting on him.”

“That’s what I heard too. It seems he might be getting ready to ask him out.” Catherine said, closing her locker with a slight smirk.

“Do you think he’ll say yes?” Sara asked, trying hard not to laugh.

“Why not? They’d make a cute couple.” Catherine said, just as another locker slammed shut and a very angry Texan stormed by.

“Don’t think we went too far?” Warrick asked stepping into the hall to watch the result of their little plan.

“Nick wouldn’t hurt Greg, besides it was about time they got together. Seven years of stepping around each other is enough.” Catherine said, as she watched Nick enter the DNA lab.

Looking up to see Nick heading in his direction, Greg almost smiled until he saw the look in the other’s eyes.

“Nick, what’s umm….”? Was all he got out before the older man covered his lips in a fierce, possessive kiss.

“Mine” Nick growled over a partially open mouth.

“Yours” was the breathy reply, before hands snaked around Nick’s neck to pull him into a second kiss.

Once they parted, Greg leaned his forehead against Nick’s before asking, “Not that I’m complaining, but what’s with the bout of jealousy?”

“Just marking my territory.”

“Ah, you heard about Clark,” seeing his boyfriend’s eyes darkens at the mention of the other’s name, “you do realize it was a setup?”

“A setup?” Nick asked, with confusion written all over his face.

“Yeah, Clark’s married. He told me about our ‘so called’ friends plan to out us at the lab.”

“Really,” Nick said, looking over his shoulder at the three standing in the hall before turning back to the younger man, “but you went along with it?”

“Wanted to see how long it would take you to get jealous. You know you’re very sexy when you go all alpha on me.”

“Brat”

“You know it. So what now?”

“Let’s go ruin their fun.” Nick smirked before leaving the lab with (a smirking) Greg in tow.

Seeing the two men heading in their direction, the three conspirators made a beeline back into the locker room. Standing in the doorway with his arms crossed over his chest, Nick frowned at his co-workers.

“So, who won the bet?” Greg asked sitting on the bench.

“Cath did. She said Nick would kiss you in the lab, I didn’t think he’d do anything and ‘Rick figured he’s wait until at least after shift.” Sara said handing $20 to Catherine along with Warrick’s. Reaching up, Greg plucked the $40 out of her hand, “Thanks”

“Hey that’s mine.” Catherine grumbled.

“Actually, it’s not. You all were wrong.” Nick smiled at the confused looks, “you see that was not the first nor will it be the last time I kiss Greg in the lab. Or anywhere for that matter.”

Seeing three mouths drop open, Greg couldn’t help but laugh, “For CSI’s you guys are pretty slow. Nicky and I got together just after the box.” A slight shiver ran through Greg and the older man placed a comforting hand on his shoulder.

Pulling Greg off the bench, Nick put his arm around the blonde’s shoulder as they headed out the door, with Greg calling over his shoulder, “and don’t forget that payback’s a bitch.”

Consequence Free Pt5

2007-11-15T05:18:28Z

TITLE: Consequence Free

AUTHOR: Sam/Greg Sanders

GENRE: m/m slash

FANDOM: CSI Vegas

PAIRING: Greg/?

RATING: PG

SEQUEL: Yep, ‘Sometimes’, ’That’s where it is’, ‘My Way Home’, & ‘Angel’

WARNINGS: Another song fic….hopefully the last

BETA’S: Becca/Paul & Kat/Ryan

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own them…..just play with them

SUMMARY: How hard would it be to live consequence free?

A/N: Italics are song lyrics, “Consequence Free” ~by Great Big Sea

Consequence Free

Wouldn't it be great, if no one ever got offended
Wouldn't it be great to say what's really on your mind
I have always said 'all the rules are made for bending'
And if I let my hair down, would that be such a crime?

Greg stood in front of the mirror, turning this way and that to look at his reflection. He thought he looked good, and just hoped his partner thought so too. Halloween was always his favorite time (of the year) and the costume he picked out was a definite winner.

I could really use, to lose my Catholic conscience
Cuz I'm getting sick of feeling guilty all the time
I won't abuse it, Yeah I've got the best intentions
For a little bit of anarchy but not the hurting kind

Greg smirked at the little gasps that he heard as he sashayed down the hallway of the lab. He didn’t know how his partner was going to take this, but he really didn’t care anymore. He was tired of hiding and feeling guilty for loving the man that he did. He straightened the pleated skirt once more as he entered the break room.

I couldn't sleep at all last night
cause I had so much on my mind
I'd like to leave it all behind,
but you know it's not that easy

Second guessing himself, Greg took a sip of coffee waiting for the next part of his plan to come to pass. He hadn’t been able to turn off his mind all night and now he could feel the lack of sleep catching up to him. But he would not fall asleep, not before seeing his partner enter the room in all his glory.

Wouldn't it be great, if the band just never ended
We could stay out late and we would never hear last call
We wouldn't need to worry about approval or permission,
we could - slip off the edge and never worry about the fall

Taking a deep breath he walked over to his boyfriend and smirked “you’re drooling, love.” And standing on his tiptoes, kissed him deep and in front of the entire night shift. Pulling back he looked into the green eyes and said “I don’t want to hide anymore. I love you, Warrick.”

I wanna be consequence free
I wanna be where nothing needs to matter
I wanna be consequence free

The End.

'My Way Home' Part 4

2007-11-12T01:11:04Z

TITLE: My Way Home

AUTHOR: Sam/Greg Sanders

GENRE: m/m Slash

FANDOM: CSI Vegas

PAIRING: Greg/?

RATING: PG

SEQUEL: Yep, to ‘Sometimes’, & ‘That’s where it is’, & ‘Angel’

WARNINGS: Song fic #4, this time with Jessica Simpson’s ‘My Way Home’

BETA’S: Becca/Paul & Kat/Ryan

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own them…..just play with them

SUMMARY: Greg finds his way home

A/N: Still not telling you who the mystery man is….so nanana

A/N2: Italics are song lyrics ‘My Way Home’ ~by Jessica Simpson

My Way Home

We’ve all been down a dusty road

Trying to see around the bend

In search of something

Lots of faces, different places

Emptiness had settled in

And then I saw him

Sitting back in his lab, Greg watched as everything flowed around him, trying not to give into the feelings of loneliness and despair that were trying to overtake him. He had been in this place before, not here in Vegas, but in every other place he had ever been. He recognized the signs and was trying to push past them but it wasn’t working and it never did when he was left to deal with it on his own. Then he looked up and caught worried green eyes with his and gasped at the emotions he saw there.

Envision a picture-perfect world

As you focus in the lens

Fairytale begins

Now I’m so happy that I found you

I just wanna break down and cry

And laugh, and hug and kiss

“I love you. I’m glad that you walked into my lab when you did. I was contemplating leaving until I looked in your eyes.” Greg whispered, laying his head on the broad chest once both were home.

“I’m glad you didn’t leave.”

I’m the lover of a soul

Deep inside this man that I know

I will give it all and let go

Through his eyes, I’ll find my way home

“I want to know what you see in me. Because when I look at you all I can see is home.” Greg said kissing up the long and exposed neck.

He can take me to heaven

That’s why I need him, why I want him

There’s no one I’d rather love

No other can touch him

I will promise you all I am

“I need you, please….let me give you all that I can.” Greg moaned as expert fingers played his body like a fiddler.

I’ll find my way home

I will give it all and let go.

Losing himself in the sensations Greg knew, without a doubt that he would always find his way home.

The End.

Quiz Me Baby

2007-11-10T04:02:27Z

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You scored as Rodney McKay

Your conterpart is the brilliant but caustic Canadian astrophysicist, Rodney McKay. You may be egotistical or as Samantha Carter puts it: "arrogant, petty and bad with people" but deep down you really do care about others a great deal. You're a little bit solitary, but only because certain people just annoy you and you can't stand being around them (and I mean, who can blame you). In the end, even though you can be a pain in the ass you're a good friend.

Rodney McKay

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Elizabeth Weir

58%

John Sheppard

50%

Teyla Emmagan

46%

Carson Beckett

46%

Part 3 "Angel"

2007-11-08T01:37:32Z

TITLE: Angel

AUTHOR: Sam/Greg Sanders

GENRE: m/m slash

FANDOM: CSI Vegas

PAIRING: Greg/?

RATING: PG

SEQUEL: Yep, ‘Sometimes’, ‘That’s where it is’

WARNINGS: Alas, another song fic….

BETA’S: Becca/Paul & Kat/Ryan

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own them…..just play with them

SUMMARY: Greg was wrong and now he was alone….

A/N: Italics are song lyrics, ‘Angel’ ~ by Aerosmith

Angel

I'm alone
Yeah, I don't know if I can face the night
I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you
I want your love - Let's break the walls between us
Don't make it tough - I'll put away my pride
Enough's enough I've suffered and I've seen the light

He knew they both were wrong, but he wasn’t sure how to fix it. Greg knew that what he had said was due to the amount of hurt and betrayal that he felt. He never thought he could cry so much, but he was hurting and only wanted the one person who could fix him, and that was who he was crying for.

Don't know what I'm gonna do
About this feeling inside
Yes it's true - Loneliness took me for a ride
Without your love - I'm nothing but a beggar
Without your love - a dog without a bone
What can I do I'm sleeping in this bed alone

Greg slowly fell into the large king size bed after shift and stifled a cry at how big it felt. Sure he had slept alone before, but not ALONE. He didn’t feel complete; there was something or better yet someone missing.

You're the reason I live
you’re the reason I die
you’re the reason I give
When I break down and cry
don’t need no reason why

Walking into work the next night, Greg knew what he had to do; he just needed to find the person he was looking for. Spotting him after a moment, Greg made a beeline and didn’t stop until he was standing right infront of him.

You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
you're my angel
Come and take me all right
Come and save me tonight.

Looking into those expressive eyes, Greg only said one thing “save me….”

The End.

That's Where it is

2007-11-06T00:20:06Z

TITLE: That’s where it is

AUTHOR: Sam/Greg Sanders

GENRE: m/m slash

FANDOM: CSI Vegas

PAIRING: Greg/?

RATING: PG

SEQUEL: Yep, to ‘Sometimes”

WARNINGS: Another song fic

BETA’S: Becca/Paul & Kat/Ryan

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own them…..just play with them

SUMMARY: Greg finds where he’s suppose to be

A/N: Song fic #2 in ‘Sometimes’ series, cause you guys fed the bunny and now he won’t let go

A/N2: Italics are song lyrics, song “That’s where it is” ~by Carrie Underwood

That's Where It Is

In the circles I've been running,
I've covered many miles,
And I could search forever for what's right before my eyes,
Just when I thought I'd found it,
It was nothing like I'd planned,
When I got my heart around it, it slipped right through my hands,
Here with you I feel it,
I close my eyes and see it,

Watching as his dreams slowly came together, Greg smiled. Who would have thought that he would still be in Vegas after six years? He never stayed in one place that long, ever. No matter how much he wanted he couldn’t bring himself to want to leave. Cuddling in close to his bedmate, Greg settled down for the night and closed his eyes.

When I'm crashing through the madness,
Not sure who I'm supposed to be,
When I'm caught up in the darkness,
It's your hand that's leading me,
You bring me back to solid ground,
You lift me up right here, right now

“I don’t know what to do anymore. Grissom asked me if I was sure I wanted to be in the field, told me it was a cut in pay. I told him it wasn’t about the money. Was I wrong?” Greg said once more, as he laid in the hospital bed, feeling the dark emptiness washing over him.

Feeling a hand grip his and squeeze, he turned watery and helpless eyes to the man standing beside him before breaking down completely.

In the sweetest smile, on a night like this,
And a tender touch, that's where it is,
When we're tangled up, and can't resist,
When we feel that rush, that's where it is,
That's where it is

“Its ok baby, I’ve got you. We can make it through this together. I’m proud of you no matter what you do. You’re the most important person in my life and I’m not letting you go.” Was the soft declaration that was made in the darkness as it turned to light. And Greg knew that it was true. This was where he was meant to be, the love he felt was the way it was to be.

The End

Song based Fic ~ 'Sometimes'

2007-11-04T00:00:54Z

TITLE: Sometimes

AUTHOR: Sam/Greg Sanders

GENRE: slash

FANDOM: CSI Vegas

PAIRING: Greg/?

RATING: PG

WARNINGS: None, except that it’s a songfic based on Britney Spears, ugg

BETA’S: Becca/Paul & Kat/Ryan

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own them…..just play with them

SUMMARY: Trust is a two way street

A/N: Sorry, the bunny bit when I heard this song…

A/N: Italics are song lyrics; song “Sometimes” by Britney Spears

SOMETIMES

You tell me you’re in love with me

Like you can’t take your pretty eyes away from me

It’s not that I don’t want to stay

But every time you come too close

I move away

“Greg, I love you. Can’t you see that, I don’t understand why you keeping running away from me.” The soft voice said as a callused hand trailed down his soft and smooth cheek.

I wanna believe in everything that you say

‘cause it sounds so good

But if you really want me, move slow

There’s things about me you just have to know

“I promised that I would never hurt you. I told you that we would go at your pace. But you’re sending mixed messages here. One minute you’re good to go and the next you’re pushing me away. I need to know what’s going on.”

Sometimes I run

Sometimes I hide

Sometimes I’m scared of you

But all I really want is to hold you tight

Treat you right, be with you day and night

Baby all I need is time

“I’m scared.” Came the whispered reply in the dead of night as a tousled head was placed on a muscled chest and arms wrapped around the body.

“I know, but you don’t have to be with me. I’ll protect you always.” Came the murmured reply into the top of his head.

I don’t wanna be so shy

Every time that I’m alone I wonder why

Hope that you will wait for me

You’ll see that you’re the only one for me

Greg sat, alone in his apartment staring out the balcony window as the rain poured down wondering how he got to this place again. He only wanted to be happy and with someone who loved him back like he loved them. But he was scared, terrified even, and despite his over abundance of energy at work he knew it was only hiding the shy and frightened young man inside. He hoped that this time would be different and his crush would wait for him.

Just hang around and you’ll see

There’s nowhere I’d rather be

If you love me, then trust in me

The way that I trust in you

Slow kisses made their way down the slender neck to lightly nip at the exposed collarbone before trailing up to a delicate ear. Hearing the whispered “trust in me” he could do nothing but reply.

“I do”

The End.